It's okay as long as you're here

Ugh so tired
I know i haven't updated in a while and I probably lost all my followers
well i'll explain
first is because of school my stupid ass teacher's been giving me shit loads of hw and tests
and second I just had a ot of personal drama

losing and gaining friends is the main part of my shit ass life
I was to try to be everyone's friend but people are so criticle these days geez! and i just keep losing some friends but thankfully i'm sure i'm suppose to lose them because they were...well jerks

and also
I've noticed that i actually liked someone for a long time...five months to be exact
hey for you people out there that thinks it's nothing well the thing is i haven't see him in person for...seven months
and he never returned those feelings
but it's all okay i finally got over him in january

can't wait 'till next year, I just know it'll be so much better since i'm moving schools, have you ever felt that you're sick of the sameold people even if you love them?
Yea i feel like that, I'm so sick of my friends and can't wait to meet new ones
plus there'll be more boys for me to gaw (gaw?) at
not that i really care about boys right now xD
but still the boys at my school i've known them since...elementery school and it feels more like family and imagine dating your family, ew!

anyway it's late, tired i wanna sleep

xoxo

btw I went to the stereos concert a LLLOOONNGGG time ago, they sucked > < bleh

i'm thinking of starting a new blog, whatcha think? this is jsut getting to crowded buahaha

anyway
hugs and kisses
jessica